Wow look at that. I haven't updated my gallery for... 5 months?!
First, an apology to the bunch of my private commissioners. I'm not going to abandon the artworks you already paid me for, however delayed they are. I think I have... 7 of them as of now, and even though I feel totally shite about my art now I'm quite happy with how a few of them are coming along.
Sorry to the few who wrote to me about a commish, and I still receive new enquiries fequently, to those I replied yes, if you haven't paid, then I'd have to cancel... sorry sorry.
Speaking of which, I really, REALLY am sick of the art I do now. I *think* I am improving, but not as fast as I'd like. Obviously due to not enough practice. And then I look at more sketchy stuff like game concept art, and more stylized work such as comics and design work, and think, I'd rather do 20 of those than to spend countless hours on one finished slick painting. More and more I feel like I've skipped really learning about the fundamentals in art, and not having any understanding in other disciplines of art.
So... it's a feeling that's been building up for a long time now. I have to try and direct some energy to other things... I've been telling everyone I know that I want to learn guitar, still haven't got around to getting one for myself. Oh I just remembered, someone once told me, "You're a girl so it's better if you stick with the piano." Hahaha!
Other random things... I detest winter... my webmail continues being a pain in the arse... I am most likely PMS-ing which explains all this negative vibe, putting "This is Hardcore" on repeat, and a craving for junk food.